21. getting my shit together.
Everyone’s either all “eeeeuugurhh i’m so TROUBLED my life is so HARD I’m that girl who cries herself to sleep at night i’m a movie character starring in my own tragedy her canvas is her wrists”
or all “I’M IN RECOVERY BUT IM NOT ACTUALLY IN RECOVERY I’M JUST EATING OATMEAL AND WORKING OUT RECOVERY RECOVERY RECOVERY BUT ACTUALLY I WANT ABS”
i do not like
either of these
Exactly
I’m psyched to live with my boyfriend. I love him and it will be wonderful to fall asleep and wake up next to him everyday.
And lezbehonest it means we can fuck in any/every room of the place at any/all hours.
Gogol Bordello is coming to my city and I’m too excited and I just peed everywhere!!
If you call everyone “love,” “sweetie,” or “hun,” and every other word you say is “lovely,” I will unfollow you.
I am having the worst body image today.
My legs look like sausages stuffed in casings. I should not have worn these pants.
i think the saddest people always try their hardest to make people happy
because they know what it’s like to feel absolutely worthless
and they don’t want anybody else to feel like that
(Source: circumcisions, via letttersfromthesky)
My boyfriend gets really depressed and struggles with alcoholism, and I’m scared for him. I haven’t heard from him for a few days, and usually we see each other or at least keep in touch daily. I’m legitimately scared for his life, which is probably irrational, but I know that he has done some very self-destructive things in the past and has attempted suicide. I have no way of contacting him right now, and I feel so overwhelmed. I know he will be fine. Or at least I keep telling myself that, but I worry about him so much. He means the world to me and is so incredibly supportive. I don’t know what I would do without him.
There’s nothing I can do to control the situation though, and so I’ve been sleeping pretty much all day to avoid thinking about it, but it’s honestly all I can think about.
