I’m just having a really hard time right now. I wish recovery was a straight shot upwards and that everything would just get better, but it’s still so unstable. Something stresses me out, and I instinctively revert to eating disorder behaviors, and it usually takes me a while to realize it. Then I step back, look at where I am, and try to get back on track. I’m trying to get back on track. It’s hard.
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